Staring at the close door constantly without blinking my eye in search of light that is far from me. Darkness have never been so scary to me but this time it is.Maybe it’s not just the darkness that is suffocating me maybe it’s a despair that’s not letting me see the hope,maybe it’s the end of life,end of everything for me.I questioned myself again and again will I ever be able to see the open door?will my countless prayers ever be answered? will my tears ever pave a way for me? but still there’s just a silence.
Can anything be more scarier than this? I was choking,the pain was harsh,the reality was bitter but I kept staring at the door consoling myself, may be there will be an illumination in my life. I dragged myself and did ablution just to see if there’s anything for me in that miraculous book and to my astonishment I found, the words are loud and clear
قَالَ لَا تَخَافَآ اِنَّنِىۡ مَعَكُمَاۤ اَسۡمَعُ وَاَرٰى
(20:46) He said: “Have no fear. I am with you, hearing and seeing all.
And then i know there’s a door Allah has already opened for me and all i have to do is to search out for that door.
Indeed in evil there’s a good